A Concert or an Exhibition
Something
that I AM really grateful about learning to play an instrument is actually
being able to participate in an orchestra.
I started
late to learn an instrument, but it was not an impediment to play as second
clarinet and actually learn tenor saxophone to catch up with the big band
songs.
But a special
concert was when I was 18. The boy I had a crush on was going to play a song he
composed by himself for the first and only time (he’s my friend, I have to say
that he’s now in Germany learning to be a director someday, and he hasn’t played this song again). I was
in the tribune, because by that year I wasn’t in the musicians’ school anymore,
so I only went to see the concert.
It was
breath-taking and heart breaking.
He broke up
with his girlfriend by that time and the song was so bittersweet I couldn’t
react. It was like being born; passing by the sweet childhood and then it comes
love, the beauty of it, and then, the pain and death.
It was
mostly played by strings, but I clearly remember those sensations.
I was with
my musicians mates in the tribune, and his ex girlfriend was next to me because
she was also a friend of mine.
I remember
him looking at the tribune, with a sad expression on his face, and all the
public celebrating the song with applauses.
But, just
as his song, he wasn’t celebrating at all.
He was
saying goodbye to all his feelings.
I know that sensation! when you love something you put your entire heart doing that, music it's very powerful and can create this feelings to the person who is playing and for the rest!
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